A great summary for 2020. A year where one is pushed to focus on the self. This painting was right before the pandemic and the fires. I still went by feelings. Then as February rolled in and my digial art education stated, I was forced to analyze what I do, why each line, shape, color matter. How do they matter.

The challenge is why we do what we do fuse with our actual feelings. And hoping the studious technical drawing/seeing skills melt into our intuition.

The last of feeling.

The beginning of thinking.

Followed by gruesome training.